Something that has proven quite difficult in this short time of being pregnant is how to balance...everything. I'm obviously really excited about having a baby and starting a new chapter in life etcetera, but then again, I just moved to Boise, started making friends and now can't really do a whole lot of the activities I would like to be doing.
For example, I just moved up in my ranking with tennis and won't get a chance to play until probably next fall. It's basketball season which always makes me want to get out and play basketball but being the competitive and aggressive player that I am, well clearly that's out. Even going out for a drink has become something I'm not sure how to handle. I'm totally fine with people having a drink around me, (though I can't wait for my next glass of red wine...whenever that will be) but what isn't as fun is having to turn down going out for drinks with people because it honestly isn't super fun sipping water for three hours. I still go out and enjoy people's company so don't think that I don't want to go out, I'm just saying it's not the same.
I'm also having a hard time accepting the fact that I am 15 1/2 weeks and really just not showing at all. Again, totally a fine thing since that means I I have strong abs, but also means for a harder time with people understanding why I might act the way I do. Hormones anyone? Yeah, just because I'm not looking pregnant, I still act like it and I get embarrassed that things bother me more than they should since I feel like I have nothing to show for it. It's a little frustrating.
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